SmithsMedia
04-07-06, 04:29 PM
Today I cleared a massive bit of finance that I took out before xmas to get some furniture sorted out. The plan was always to pay it off in March which was acheived.
Any how - these days I don't often have cash and although I had to hand it over as soon as I got it - today for just a moment I had a fist full of 20 notes that I had made from porn the previous month.
There is something about the feel of cash , esp cash that you have worked to get or saved up, looking at numbers and statements dont semm to have the same effect
- needless to say its was a reality check for me, a little reminder this is a business and not a game.
Any how - these days I don't often have cash and although I had to hand it over as soon as I got it - today for just a moment I had a fist full of 20 notes that I had made from porn the previous month.
There is something about the feel of cash , esp cash that you have worked to get or saved up, looking at numbers and statements dont semm to have the same effect
- needless to say its was a reality check for me, a little reminder this is a business and not a game.